Visit mei mei
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Went Mandai to visit mei mei on my own. Told myself not to cry again but.....I cudnt help not crying every time I visit her. This guilt and sorrow will live with me all of my life.
Brought her new flowers and a little mousey decor as well as clean up the area. I have been thinking of her very often nowadays. Looking at Torres remains me of her sometimes. She must be a pretty little girl by now. At night when I sing to Torres to make him sleep, I'll sing to Cathlene as well.... 'Baa baa black sheep have u any wool? Yes sir Yes sir 3 bags full......' can u hear me mei mei? :( Mama miss you.